little bean....

cody and i found out this week that we have a little bean on the way. it's been a rollercoaster for sure. we knew something was up about a month ago but i wanted to see and be sure so i went to the crisis pregnancy center for an ultrasound. it's a real 'praise jesus' kind of place and they insist on praying with you at the end of every visit but their kindness made me cry with relief. it's hard, in a new place, not to worry about where to go and who to see. so anyways...away we go. we saw the little heart beating- fast and strong. i can't stop smiling- am refusing to read too much about the process- makes me crazy. i just want to trust my body to do what is natural and right. it feels good to give so much happiness to our families too.