this has been a rough week for cody and i. lost a friend and a family member last weekend and we've so wanted to be home in salt lake to mourn with the people that mean the most to us. more and more i feel the blessing of having a husband who is my friend and my constant companion. we are a little island here in arizona and when things are so sad and far away we have each other to cling to. been busy working at the preschool all week. i get to kiss fat, squirmy babies all day and then come home and kiss my husband. it's nice. next month we find out if we're having a boy or a girl. still hard to believe there's a baby in there.