september in mesa....blah!

k- most of the time i really do try to stay positive but september here blows! i should be pulling out my fall jackets and my scarves and wearing tights and boots and getting all excited about the leaves changing and the smell of cold and crisp on the verge. nope. it's 109 degrees outside right now. doesn't help that i'm already a giant oven- busy cooking a baby bun. cody and i have been laughing so hard lately though. the kind of laughs that make me wheeze. i love it. am enjoying the bradley classes with him too. feels good to have my friend with me. get kinda nervous when i think about how close we are to having this baby but i have so much faith in cody and my body and our little boy. we set up the crib- simple, with soft, clean, white sheets of course. and we got our car seat in the mail. so cute. part of me just really loved that the color's called 'black licorice'. i'm so practical right? still amazed at how much stuff a tiny little person needs though. cody and i have had several freak out moments-when you think about how much growing you still have to make as an individual let alone as a parent. how does God do it? how does He trust us so much with His sweet babies? He probably has freak out moments too.